Assassins Among Us #26: The Spirit as Daily Sustenance

Assassins Among Us #26: The Spirit as Daily Sustenance

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Yesterday we talked about following the Spirit’s leading. But following requires strength. And strength requires sustenance.

Israel didn’t just need guidance in the wilderness. They needed food.


MANNA FROM HEAVEN

“Then the LORD said to Moses, ‘Behold, I am about to rain bread from heaven for you, and the people shall go out and gather a day’s portion every day.'” — Exodus 16:4 (ESV)

God didn’t give Israel a stockpile of food. He gave them daily bread. Every morning, new manna. Every day, fresh provision. They couldn’t hoard it. They couldn’t store it. They had to depend on God’s faithfulness day after day.

This was intentional.

“…that I may test them, whether they will walk in my law or not.” — Exodus 16:4 (ESV)

The daily provision was a daily test. Would they trust God for tomorrow? Or would they try to secure their own future?


GREATER MANNA

“I am the bread of life. Your fathers ate the manna in the wilderness, and they died. This is the bread that comes down from heaven, so that one may eat of it and not die.” — John 6:48-50 (ESV)

Jesus Christ is the true manna. The bread Israel ate sustained their bodies temporarily. The bread Jesus Christ offers sustains the soul eternally.

But here’s what we miss: the pattern is the same. Daily dependence.

“Give us this day our daily bread.” — Matthew 6:11 (ESV)

Jesus Christ didn’t teach us to pray for weekly bread or monthly bread or annual bread. Daily bread. Just like the manna.


THE SPIRIT AS SUSTENANCE

The Holy Spirit is how we receive this daily bread.

“And do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit.” — Ephesians 5:18 (ESV)

“Be filled” is present tense, continuous action. Keep being filled. Be filled again and again. This isn’t a one-time filling at conversion. This is daily sustenance.

Just like Israel gathered manna every morning, we need fresh filling every day. Yesterday’s filling won’t sustain today’s battles. Last week’s encounter won’t fuel this week’s obedience.

The Spirit who dwells in you permanently must fill you continually.


WHY WE RUN DRY

Israel complained about manna. They got bored with it. They wanted meat and garlic and onions from Egypt.

“Now the rabble that was among them had a strong craving. And the people of Israel also wept again and said, ‘Oh that we had meat to eat! We remember the fish we ate in Egypt that cost nothing, the cucumbers, the melons, the leeks, the onions, and the garlic.'” — Numbers 11:4-5 (ESV)

They despised the provision because it wasn’t what they wanted.

We do the same thing with the Spirit. We want excitement, but He offers faithfulness. We want feelings, but He offers fruit. We want spectacular experiences, but He offers daily transformation.

And when He doesn’t give us what we want, we start looking back at Egypt—at the old life, the old patterns, the old sources of satisfaction that were never really satisfying.


TOMORROW: THE TRAGEDY OF DESPISING THE SPIRIT

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Day 10: The Photograph of Bread

Day 10: The Photograph of Bread

Pulpit Puppet Masters and the Curated Gospel Reclaiming the freedom to choose in an age of manufactured faith


Yesterday we saw the board. We named the game that’s been played on us and through us, the content flood that keeps our eyes fixed on our square so we never look up and see the whole. We saw the strong man’s castle, the true King pushed outside, and the invitation to step off the board entirely.

But stepping off the board creates a problem. A dangerous one.

When you leave the game, when you stop consuming the flood, when you reject the curated gospel and walk away from Babylon’s table, something happens that the enemy has been waiting for all along. You create a vacuum. And vacuums don’t stay empty.


The Empty House

Jesus told a parable that should terrify anyone who thinks leaving is the same as arriving:

“When the unclean spirit has gone out of a person, it passes through waterless places seeking rest, but finds none. Then it says, ‘I will return to my house from which I came.’ And when it comes, it finds the house empty, swept, and put in order. Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more evil than itself, and they enter and dwell there, and the last state of that person is worse than the first.” (Matthew 12:43-45)

The house is empty. Swept clean. Put in order. Everything looks right. The unclean spirit is gone, the old patterns abandoned, the corrupt system left behind. This is progress, isn’t it? This is freedom?

No. This is danger. The house is empty. And empty houses get filled.

You left one square on the board. You stopped moving in the direction the flood was pushing you. Good. But look at what you left behind: an empty square. A vacancy. A space that something will occupy because spiritual vacuums don’t remain vacant. They get filled by whatever shows up next.

Seven worse are coming. Unless Someone else fills the house first.


The Pawn’s Promotion

In chess, when a pawn advances all the way across the board, it gets promoted. It becomes any piece the player chooses, almost always a queen. The most powerful piece on the board. More moves than any other. More influence. More capability.

This is what the content flood promises. Keep learning. Keep consuming. Keep advancing square by square. Eventually you’ll be promoted. You’ll become a teacher, a leader, an influencer. You’ll have a platform and an audience. You’ll matter.

But promoted to what?

Remember what we established in Day 7. The queen on this board is the Jezebel spirit. The most powerful piece protecting the castled king. The one who doesn’t overthrow true worship directly but adds to it, mixes it, creates syncretism that looks like more options and more freedom while serving the hidden king’s strategy.

The pawn’s dream of promotion is the dream of becoming Jezebel. Gaining power within the system. Becoming influential within Babylon. Rising through the ranks of compromised Christianity until you’re a queen on the enemy’s board.

The danger isn’t growth into service. Maturity that leads to washing feet is the way of Jesus Christ. The danger is ambition for power within Babylon’s scoreboard, promotion that leaves you more useful to the player you’ve never seen.

And you’re still on the board. Still serving the player you’ve never seen. Just more useful now.

This is what fills the empty house when Christ doesn’t. Religious influence without spiritual transformation. Platform without presence. The appearance of advancement while remaining exactly where the enemy wants you.


The Photograph

Here is what we’ve been doing without knowing it. We’ve been looking at a photograph of bread and calling it a meal.

The content flood gives us endless images of spiritual food. Sermons about the bread of life. Podcasts discussing the table. Books describing what it feels like to be nourished by Christ. Videos of other people eating. We consume content about consuming Christ.

But a photograph of bread doesn’t nourish. You can stare at the image all day. You can analyze the texture of the crust, appreciate the golden color, imagine the smell of it fresh from the oven. You can become an expert on bread, writing papers about its properties and giving lectures on its nutritional value. You can build a platform around your knowledge of bread.

And starve to death while doing it.

“Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. Whoever feeds on my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up on the last day. For my flesh is true food, and my blood is true drink.” (John 6:53-55)

True food. True drink. Not information about food. Not content describing drink. The thing itself. Eaten. Consumed. Taken into yourself so that it becomes part of you.

Many of His disciples turned back when He said this. It was too hard. Too literal. Too demanding. They wanted to learn about Jesus, not consume Him. They wanted to understand the bread, not eat it.

And they left.


Whose Table?

There’s a table at the heart of the Christian faith. A meal that Jesus Himself instituted, a cup He blessed, bread He broke. And the word for what He did at that table is the same word that runs through everything we’ve been tracing.

“And he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, ‘This is my body, which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me.’ And likewise the cup after they had eaten, saying, ‘This cup that is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood.'” (Luke 22:19-20)

“When he had given thanks” is the Greek word eucharistēsas. The verb form of eucharistia. The root of what we call the Eucharist. The Table of Thanksgiving.

This is not coincidence. This is theology. Not ritual as leverage but communion as encounter.

At the Table, Jesus didn’t lecture about sacrifice. He became it. He didn’t describe what broken bread looks like. He broke it. He didn’t explain the symbolism of poured-out wine. He poured it. And He said, do this. Not think about this. Not learn about this. Not consume content about this. Do this.

But we’ve created an entire industry around looking at photographs of the Table while never actually sitting at it.


What Was Corrupted

Here is what happened over the centuries, what we’ve been tracing throughout this series. The Table was corrupted. Not destroyed. Corrupted. Changed into something that looks similar enough to deceive but different enough to starve.

The Cup was corrupted. From the blood of the covenant poured out for many, it became tribute poured out for the institution. From receiving the life of Christ, it became paying the price of admission. From grace freely given, it became leverage for control.

The Bread was corrupted. From dying to self daily, it became daily compliance with the system. From presenting our bodies as living sacrifice, it became presenting our attendance as membership. From becoming the broken bread ourselves, it became consuming content about brokenness while remaining whole and unchanged.

This is what the photograph does. It shows you something real but gives you something counterfeit. It displays the bread but delivers the image. And you can look at the image for a lifetime without ever being nourished.


The Order Matters

The corrupted system gets the order backwards, and the order is everything.

The Kingdom says: receive the Life first, then walk the Way.

“We love because he first loved us.” (1 John 4:19)

We don’t love in order to be loved. We love because we have already been loved. The love of Christ poured into us overflows into love for others. The cup we receive becomes the cup we pour out. The sequence cannot be reversed.

The corrupted system says: walk the Way first, then maybe receive the Life. Perform correctly and you’ll be accepted. Comply with the program and you’ll be blessed. Give the tribute and you’ll receive the reward.

This inversion is everywhere. It’s the photograph claiming to be the bread. It looks like Christianity because it uses the same words in a different order. But the different order changes everything.

“If you love me, you will keep my commandments.” (John 14:15)

This is description, not demand. Jesus is not saying: prove your love by keeping commandments. He’s saying: love produces obedience naturally. If the love is real, the fruit will follow. You don’t squeeze a vine to make it produce grapes. You connect it to the source, and the grapes come.

But the corrupted system reads this as leverage. If you loved this church, you would submit. If you were truly grateful, you would not question. If you had real faith, you would comply.

The commandment becomes compulsion. The invitation becomes demand. The yoke that was easy becomes crushing because it’s no longer His yoke. It’s the system’s yoke dressed in His language.


You Cannot Eat a Photograph

So what fills the empty house? What prevents the seven worse from returning?

Not more content. Not better content. Not leaving the corrupted table only to sit alone staring at photographs of what eating used to look like. The empty house isn’t filled by information. It’s filled by presence.

“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” (Revelation 3:20)

He comes in. He eats with you. You eat with Him. Not a photograph. Not a memory. Not content describing what intimacy with Christ feels like. Actual presence. Actual meal. Actual bread broken and cup poured.

This is what the content flood cannot give you. This is what the photograph can never deliver. The flood can give you information about Jesus Christ. Only the Spirit can give you Jesus Christ Himself.

The early church understood this. They had no content flood. No podcasts. No streaming sermons. No celebrities explaining the faith. What did they have?

“And they devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and the prayers.” (Acts 2:42)

Teaching comes first, yes. But notice what immediately follows: fellowship. The Word isn’t consumed in isolation. It’s lived in community. Then breaking bread, the tangible, physical act of eating together, presence with presence, body with body, the bread actually broken and shared. And prayer, direct communication with God, not mediated through another voice, not filtered through another platform.

This is what fills the empty house. Not content about Christ but Christ Himself. Not photographs of bread but bread broken. Not descriptions of the cup but blood poured out and received.


The Table vs. The Board

Here is the fundamental difference we need to see.

At the board, you move. Square by square, always advancing, always consuming the next piece of content, always learning the next thing. You feel like you’re making progress because you’re in motion. But motion on the board is still motion on the board. You can cross the entire thing and become a queen and still be serving the player who set up the game.

At the Table, you stop. You sit. You receive. You don’t advance to the Table by moving through enough squares. You step off the board entirely and approach a completely different reality.

At the board, you perform. You prove your value by how many moves you make, how much ground you cover, how far you advance. Your worth is measured by your productivity. The system needs useful pieces, and you become useful by moving correctly.

At the Table, you receive. You don’t earn your place. You’re invited. You don’t prove your worth. You’re already welcomed. The Table isn’t a reward for good performance. It’s grace given to hungry people who know they cannot feed themselves.

At the board, you’re promoted. From pawn to queen. More power. More influence. More moves. The game celebrates your advancement and gives you more capability to serve its purposes.

At the Table, you’re transformed. Not into a more powerful piece but into a different kind of being entirely. From piece to person. From commodity to child. From something used to someone loved. The Table is where isolated believers become a body again.

The pawn dreams of becoming a queen. The child of God dreams of becoming like Christ. These are not the same dream.


Daily Bread and Daily Dying

“Give us this day our daily bread.” (Matthew 6:11)

Daily. Not weekly. Not whenever we can fit it into our content consumption schedule. Daily bread means daily receiving and daily dying. Daily eucharisteo means daily thanksgiving, daily participation in His death, daily rising in His life.

This is what the photograph cannot give. A photograph is consumed once. It doesn’t require anything daily. You can look at it or not look at it, and nothing changes. But real bread must be eaten daily. Real death must be died daily. Real life must be received daily.

“I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.” (Galatians 2:20)

This is not a one-time event. This is a way of living. Crucified with Christ, daily. Christ living in me, daily. Faith in the Son of God, daily. The bread broken every morning, not just remembered occasionally.

The content flood offers you weekly sermons and annual conferences and occasional books that give you a burst of input followed by long stretches of spiritual starvation. You binge on content and then wonder why you’re hungry again. The photograph doesn’t nourish. It can’t. It was never meant to.

But the Table offers daily bread. Daily presence. Daily dying and daily rising. This is what fills the empty house. This is what the seven worse cannot invade. Not because you’ve fortified the house with better information, but because the Owner has moved in.


Damascus Road Moment

The photograph is exposed. The empty house is revealed. And the Table is set. The question is not whether you will eat. Everyone eats from some table. The question is: whose bread? Whose cup? Whose table?

STOP

“Be still, and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10)

Stop confusing the photograph with the bread. Stop assuming that learning about Jesus is the same as knowing Jesus. Stop filling the empty house with more content about what should fill the empty house. The stillness is where you discover whether you’ve been eating or just looking at pictures of food.

“Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your labor for that which does not satisfy? Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good, and delight yourselves in rich food.” (Isaiah 55:2)

The content flood charges you for what isn’t bread. It extracts your attention, your time, your money for images of food that cannot satisfy. Stop paying for photographs. The real bread is offered without money and without price.

LOOK

“When the unclean spirit has gone out of a person, it passes through waterless places seeking rest, but finds none.” (Matthew 12:43)

Look at the house you’ve swept clean. What fills it? Have you left one table only to sit alone with photographs of what eating used to look like? The empty house doesn’t stay empty. Seven worse are looking for a place to dwell. Look honestly at what’s moved in since you moved out of Babylon.

“And he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it.” (Luke 22:19)

Look at the Table. Not content about the Table. The Table itself. The bread broken. The cup poured. The thanksgiving offered. This is not a metaphor to be understood. It is a meal to be eaten.

LISTEN

“If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” (Revelation 3:20)

Listen for His knock. He’s not inside the content flood. He’s not at Babylon’s table. He’s outside, knocking, waiting for someone to hear His voice above all the other voices. The photograph makes noise. The Table makes invitation. Which are you hearing?

“My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.” (John 10:27)

His sheep hear His voice. Not content about His voice. His actual voice. Do you know the difference? Can you distinguish the Shepherd from all the platforms that claim to speak for Him?

LIVE

“Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.” (John 6:53)

Today, stop consuming content about Christ and consume Christ Himself. Open the Scripture without commentary. Pray without a podcast in the background. Sit in silence and ask the Spirit to make the bread real. If you have community, break actual bread together. If you don’t, ask God to show you where the Table is set and who you’re meant to eat with.

The photograph has been exposed for what it is. The empty house has been named. The Table is set. He stands at the door and knocks.

Will you open it? Will you eat?


Tomorrow: The Embarrassment Strategy

Assassins Among Us #25: The Spirit as Daily Guidance

Assassins Among Us #25: The Spirit as Daily Guidance

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Yesterday we talked about access and intimacy. But intimacy isn’t passive. It leads somewhere.

Israel didn’t just admire the cloud. They followed it.


FOLLOWING THE CLOUD

“At the command of the LORD the people of Israel set out, and at the command of the LORD they camped.” — Numbers 9:18 (ESV)

When the cloud moved, they moved. When the cloud stayed, they stayed. Their entire journey was dictated by paying attention to God’s presence and responding to His leading.

This is what following the Spirit looks like.


FOLLOWING THE SPIRIT

“For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God.” — Romans 8:14 (ESV)

Notice: “led by the Spirit.” Not pushed. Not dragged. Not forced. Led.

Leading requires following. And following requires attention.

Israel had to watch the cloud. They had to notice when it lifted. They had to be ready to move or ready to stay based on what the presence was doing.

We have to do the same with the Spirit—except the watching is internal, not external.

“And your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, ‘This is the way, walk in it,’ when you turn to the right or when you turn to the left.” — Isaiah 30:21 (ESV)

The Spirit speaks. The question is whether we’re listening.


WHAT HINDERS THE LEADING

Israel sometimes complained about where the cloud led them. They grumbled about the route. They questioned the timing. They wanted to go back to Egypt.

We do the same thing.

The Spirit prompts us to forgive, and we argue. The Spirit convicts us of sin, and we justify. The Spirit leads us into uncomfortable obedience, and we look for an easier path.

“Do not quench the Spirit.” — 1 Thessalonians 5:19 (ESV)

Quenching isn’t dramatic rejection. It’s subtle resistance. It’s ignoring the prompting. It’s explaining away the conviction. It’s choosing your own way instead of following His leading.

Israel could see the cloud and still refuse to follow joyfully. We can sense the Spirit and still refuse to respond obediently.


DAILY DEPENDENCE

The cloud moved at unpredictable intervals. Sometimes it stayed for days. Sometimes it lifted after one night. Israel couldn’t plan ahead. They had to depend on God’s leading moment by moment.

This is the life of following the Spirit. Not a one-time decision but daily dependence. Not a map you’ve memorized but a Guide you’re following. Not knowing the whole route but trusting the One who does.

“Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.” — Proverbs 3:5-6 (ESV)


TOMORROW: THE SPIRIT AS DAILY SUSTENANCE

Following requires fuel. Where does the strength come from?


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Assassins Among Us #24: The Spirit as Access and Intimacy

Assassins Among Us #24: The Spirit as Access and Intimacy

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Yesterday we saw the upgrade—from God WITH Israel to God IN us. But having access and using access are two different things.


ACCESS GRANTED, ACCESS IGNORED

“For through him we both have access in one Spirit to the Father.” — Ephesians 2:18 (ESV)

Every believer has access to the Father through Jesus Christ by the Holy Spirit. That’s not a promise for super-Christians. That’s not reserved for pastors and missionaries. That’s the birthright of every person who has been born again.

But here’s the tragedy: most believers live as if the veil was never torn.

They pray at the ceiling instead of the throne room. They approach God like He’s distant instead of dwelling within them. They treat the Holy Spirit like an occasional visitor instead of a permanent resident.

Access has been granted. But access is being ignored.


WHAT INTIMACY LOOKS LIKE

“Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me.” — John 15:4 (ESV)

Intimacy with God isn’t a feeling. It’s a position.

The branch doesn’t strain to connect with the vine. It simply stays connected. It abides. It remains. And from that position of connection, life flows naturally.

This is what the Holy Spirit makes possible. Not occasional visits with God. Constant connection. Not working to earn His presence. Resting in the presence you already have.

Israel had to travel to the tabernacle. You ARE the tabernacle. Israel waited for the cloud to descend. The Spirit already descended—at your conversion—and He’s not leaving.


WHY SO FEW EXPERIENCE IT

If every believer has access, why do so few experience intimacy?

Because intimacy requires attention. And attention requires priority.

Israel couldn’t miss the cloud. It was visible, massive, impossible to ignore. But the Spirit’s presence is subtle. He can be grieved. He can be quenched. He won’t force Himself on you.

“And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption.” — Ephesians 4:30 (ESV)

You can have the Spirit dwelling in you and still live as if He’s not there. You can have access to the throne room and never enter. You can be sealed for redemption and still live like an orphan.

The access is real. The question is whether you’ll use it.


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Israel followed the cloud. What does it look like to follow the Spirit?


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Day 9: The Content Flood

Day 9: The Content Flood

Pulpit Puppet Masters and the Curated Gospel Reclaiming the freedom to choose in an age of manufactured faith


Yesterday we exposed the corruption of repentance, that endless cycle which manages and magnifies sin instead of killing it. The same failures week after week culminating in the same confession all the while nothing actually changes. It looks like the real thing, our confession feels spiritual and uses all the right language, but it produces no transformation, no fruit, no freedom.

You might have noticed that we have been circling something for some time now. Puppet strings and people unaware of the mise-en-scène. A curated maze of endless options, choices all culminating in a trap designed for destruction. Babylon baptized and the mark it leaves on those who have conformed and been captured by the stage dressing and the set pieces that seem like reality but are staged, scripted, seeking to perpetuate the cycle that distorts what is real. There is a real enemy who works constantly not only to hold sway over the deceived but who also excludes and isolates those who try to leave all the while corrupting the true repentance which could provide freedom to all. Everything so far has been pointing to a reality we have been circling but haven’t yet named.

Today we name it.

We’re not just being manipulated. We’re being played. Literally. On a board we didn’t know existed.


The Board We Never Saw

Think about chess for a moment and consider the pawn. The pawn doesn’t see the board. It sees only the square directly in front of it, maybe the diagonal squares where it might capture an opponent. It moves forward because that’s what pawns do, one square at a time, occasionally two on the first move. The pawn has no idea it’s being sacrificed to open a lane for the bishop three moves from now. It doesn’t know the player decided long ago that this particular piece was expendable, that its advance which feels so much like progress is actually a calculated loss serving someone else’s strategy.

The pawn thinks it’s advancing. The player knows it’s being spent.

This is what has been happening to us.

Every piece of content we consume, every video we watch, every podcast we download, every sermon we stream, every book we add to our reading list, every scroll through our feed. It’s all movement. Square by square we’re being positioned, kept focused on the next piece of information so we never look up and see the whole game being played around us. We feel like we’re growing because we’re always learning something new. We feel like we’re advancing because we’re always consuming more. But a pawn moved forward is still a pawn. Still on the board. Still serving someone else’s strategy no matter how many squares it travels.

Have we considered who is moving us? Have we asked whose strategy we’re serving? Have we looked up from our square long enough to see that there’s a board at all?

The content flood isn’t random noise in an information age. It isn’t the inevitable byproduct of technology. It’s the mechanism that keeps our eyes fixed on our square so we never look up and see the board.


The Strong Man’s Castle

Jesus told a parable that most of us have heard but few have truly understood:

“When a strong man, fully armed, guards his own palace, his goods are safe; but when one stronger than he attacks him and overcomes him, he takes away his armor in which he trusted and divides his spoil.” (Luke 11:21-22)

Here is the strong man, fully armed, guarding his palace, keeping his goods safe inside. But who is this strong man? Who guards the palace? And perhaps most importantly for us, who are the goods he keeps inside?

The strong man is the one Jesus came to bind. He is the prince of the power of the air, the god of this age who has blinded the minds of unbelievers so they cannot see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ (2 Corinthians 4:4). He guards his palace, his kingdom of darkness, and his goods are the souls he’s captured, the minds he’s blinded, the lives he’s stolen and stored away behind his walls.

We were among his goods. Perhaps we still are.

But notice where the strong man positions himself. He’s in his palace. Behind walls. Protected. In chess there’s a move called castling, a defensive maneuver where the king and the rook switch positions, allowing the king to tuck behind a wall of pawns where he’s protected, hidden, safe from direct attack. The king moves out of the center of the board, away from where the action is, and lets his other pieces do the fighting while he stays safely behind the wall.

The strong man has castled.

He’s not out in the open where we can confront him directly. He’s hidden behind walls made of systems and institutions, platforms and programs, compromised religion and endless content. We spend our whole lives fighting the pieces we can see: the false teachers, the corrupt denominations, the compromised churches, the puppet masters in pulpits. We identify them, expose them, leave them, warn others about them. We feel like we’re making progress because we’re attacking something real.

But they’re not the king. They’re the rooks and bishops and knights arranged to protect the one who positioned them there in the first place. We attack the wall with everything we have and we never reach the king hiding behind it.

Martyn Lloyd-Jones, the Welsh preacher who pastored Westminster Chapel in London through the mid-twentieth century, saw this with remarkable clarity in his sermons on spiritual warfare. He described the strong man’s palace as a prison where the keeper never shows himself. You walk the grounds freely, going wherever you want. No one stops you. No guards block your path. No chains bind your ankles. You think you’re free because nothing visible restrains you. But try to leave. Try to climb the wall. Try to escape the compound entirely. That’s when you discover the keeper is very real, and he will club you back down to the ground before you ever reach the top.

The keeper stays hidden. The walls stay up. And we stay inside, fighting shadows, exhausting ourselves against pieces the player can always replace.


The Player Behind the Player

Here’s what changes everything once we see it: the puppet masters are puppets too.

We’ve spent eight days exposing them. The pulpit manipulators who curate the gospel for their own purposes. The builders of the mise-en-scène who arrange everything to manufacture a response. The architects of the maze who give us the illusion of choice while controlling every option. The priests of baptized Babylon who wear the name of Christ while bearing the image of the beast. They are culpable for what they’ve done, make no mistake about that. They will answer for the sheep they’ve scattered, the truth they’ve twisted, the souls they’ve kept in bondage while claiming to set them free.

But they’re not the final enemy. They’re pieces on the same board we’ve been playing on.

“And you were dead in the trespasses and sins in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience.” (Ephesians 2:1-2)

There it is. The prince of the power of the air. The spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience. The puppet masters standing in their pulpits think they’re the ones pulling strings but there’s a hand on their strings too. They think they’re players making strategic moves for their own benefit. They’re pieces being moved by a player they’ve never seen, serving a strategy they don’t understand.

This is why the battle isn’t against flesh and blood.

“For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.” (Ephesians 6:12)

That compromised pastor isn’t our final enemy. He’s a pawn who thinks he’s a player. That corrupt institution isn’t our final enemy. It’s a rook protecting a king it doesn’t even know it serves. That false teacher isn’t our final enemy. He’s a bishop moving on diagonals he didn’t choose, thinking his strategy is his own while executing someone else’s game plan.

Behind them all is the player who castled long ago, who set up the board before any of us were born, who floods us with content to keep our eyes fixed on our square while he moves his pieces into position around us.


The Flood That Drowns

Now we can understand the content flood for what it really is. It’s strategic. Strategy implies a game. A game implies a player making calculated moves.

“Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.” (2 Timothy 3:7)

Ever learning. That phrase should haunt us. Always consuming, always taking in more. Podcast after podcast, video after video, book after book, conference after conference. Always moving forward on our square, always absorbing more information about God, about the Bible, about theology, about spiritual growth, about the Christian life. The content never stops flowing and neither does our consumption of it.

But we never arrive.

We never come to the knowledge of the truth. Not because truth isn’t available. Not because we’re insincere in our seeking. We never arrive because the flood keeps us moving square by square, always advancing toward some destination that keeps receding, always learning more without ever truly knowing.

The content flood serves the strong man’s strategy in ways most believers never recognize. It keeps us busy, occupied, distracted. We feel productive because we’re learning something new every day. We feel spiritual because the content we’re consuming has Christian labels attached to it. But consumption is not transformation. Information is not encounter. We can listen to a thousand sermons about Jesus Christ and never actually meet Him. We can read a hundred books about prayer and never actually pray. We can consume endless teaching about the abundant life and remain as empty as we were when we started.

The flood keeps us isolated too (remember what we saw in Day 7). Isolated believers consume content instead of living in community. They watch someone else break bread instead of breaking it themselves. They learn about Christianity from a screen instead of living it out with other believers who know their name. Each pawn stays on its own square, moving forward alone, never forming the connected line that could actually threaten the enemy’s position.

The flood keeps us dependent. Dependent on the content creators. Dependent on the platforms that deliver their words to us. Dependent on the systems that curate what we see and when we see it. We need the next video, the next podcast, the next book to feel like we’re making progress in our faith. But we’re not growing. We’re being fed by someone who decides what we eat, what we think about, which questions seem important and which ones never occur to us to ask.

And perhaps most devastatingly, the flood drowns out the still small voice. In all that noise, in all that content clamoring for our attention, how can we possibly hear the Shepherd? There are too many voices speaking into our lives, too much input demanding our response. The Spirit speaks in stillness but the content never stops long enough for stillness to settle over our souls.

“Be still, and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10)

How can we be still when the flood keeps rising? How can we know Him when we’re always being taught about Him by someone else? How can we hear His voice when a hundred other voices fill every moment of silence that might have been His opportunity to speak?

The flood isn’t feeding us. It’s drowning us. And drowned men don’t cry out for help because their lungs are already full.


The Other Castle

But there’s another castle on this board, another king who has been moved to the side. And this one isn’t hiding for his own protection. He’s been pushed there by the very institution that claims His name.

“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” (Revelation 3:20)

Stop and consider who Jesus is speaking to here. This isn’t written to unbelievers. It’s written to a church. To Laodicea. To the lukewarm church, the self-satisfied church, the church that declares “I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing” while Jesus describes them as wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked.

And where is Jesus in relation to this church? He’s outside. Knocking. Waiting to be let in to the church that bears His name.

The true King has been castled out of position. Not for His protection but for theirs. Because if Jesus Christ were actually at the center of the church, if He were truly Lord and not just a label, everything would have to change. The production would have to stop. The programs would have to end. The content flood would have to dry up and give way to something far more dangerous: actual encounter with the living God who demands everything and transforms everyone who truly meets Him.

So they’ve moved Him to the side. Marginalized Him in His own house. The celebrity pastors occupy center stage. The worship leaders command the spotlight. The programs and productions and platforms and content fill every available space. And Jesus stands at the door, outside the church that sings songs with His name in them, knocking, waiting for anyone who might hear His voice above all the noise being generated in His honor.

The devil’s castle keeps him hidden so we can’t fight him. The church’s castle keeps Christ sidelined so they don’t have to follow Him. Both are deception. Both use the same move for opposite reasons. Both call it something other than what it is.


The Difference Between Knowing About and Knowing

Jesus confronted the religious experts of His day with words that should terrify anyone drowning in the content flood:

“You search the Scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; and it is they that bear witness about me, yet you refuse to come to me that you may have life.” (John 5:39-40)

These men searched the Scriptures with tremendous diligence. They consumed the content of their day more thoroughly than anyone else. They knew the text better than we ever will, could quote lengthy passages from memory, understood the fine points of every theological debate. They had mastered the information.

But they refused to come to Him.

This is the great danger of the content flood. We can consume endless teaching about Jesus Christ and never actually come to Jesus Christ. We can learn theology and miss the Theologian. We can study the Word exhaustively and refuse the Word made flesh. We can fill our minds with information about Him while our hearts remain strangers to His presence.

The Scriptures bear witness about Him. The sermons point to Him. The books describe Him. The podcasts discuss Him. But pointing is not arriving. Witness is not encounter. Description is not presence.

“Now this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom You have sent.” (John 17:3)

Eternal life is knowing Him. Not knowing about Him. Knowing Him. The Greek word is ginōskō and it describes intimate, experiential knowledge. The kind of knowing that comes only from encounter, only from relationship, only from being in someone’s presence long enough to recognize their voice without seeing their face.

The content flood gives us information. Only the Spirit gives us encounter.

And here’s the question that exposes everything: Can we find God when we seek Him? Not find more content about God. Not find another teacher explaining God. Can we find God Himself? When we turn off the podcast and sit in silence, is He there? When we close the book and open our hearts, does He speak? When we step away from the screen and into stillness, do we encounter the living Christ?

Or do we only know Him through the mediation of the flood, through the voices of others who claim to speak for Him, through content about Him that never quite becomes communion with Him?


People, Not Pawns

We were never meant to be pawns. Never meant to be positioned on squares we didn’t choose, moved by hands we couldn’t see, sacrificed for strategies we didn’t understand. We were never meant to spend our lives focused on the next square, the next piece of content, the next video or podcast or book, never looking up, never seeing the game being played around us and through us.

Whether puppet or pawn, the reality is the same: our will has been taken from us. The puppet has strings. The pawn has squares. Both are moved by hands they don’t see. Both think their movement is their own. Both serve a strategy they never chose.

The strings and the squares are different images of a single theft. In Day 1 we named it: the thief comes to steal before he kills and destroys. What does he steal first? Our voice. Our choice. The God-given free will that makes love possible and worship real.

This is how the spirit of this age operates. He doesn’t create anything. He only counterfeits what God has made, taking what God designed for good and warping it for his own ends. God gave us free will so we could choose Him freely, so our love would be genuine, so our worship would mean something because it cost us something. The enemy captures that will and convinces us we’re still free while he moves us square by square across his board, while he pulls our strings toward destinations we never chose.

The puppet thinks it’s dancing. The pawn thinks it’s advancing. Both are being played by someone who benefits from their movement.

This is why the gospel is such a threat to the enemy’s game. Jesus Christ doesn’t just offer better content. He doesn’t just give us a different square on the same board. He offers something the strong man cannot counterfeit: genuine freedom. The restoration of our stolen will. The return of our silenced voice. The ability to actually choose that was stolen in Eden and has been suppressed by every system of control ever since.

“For those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God.” (Romans 8:14)

Led by the Spirit. Not pushed by content. Not pulled by strings. Not moved by algorithms or positioned by systems or advanced square by square through someone else’s strategy. Led. By the Spirit. As sons and daughters. As children of the living God who have received back what was stolen from humanity at the beginning: the freedom to follow, the voice to respond, the will to choose the King who gave everything to set them free.

This is the invitation that changes everything. Step off the board.

The strong man has castled, yes. He’s hidden behind his walls, protected by pieces we’ve mistaken for the real enemy our whole lives. But One stronger has come. And He’s not playing the same game. He’s not trying to checkmate the devil on the devil’s board by the devil’s rules. He’s overturning the board entirely.

“When one stronger than he attacks him and overcomes him, he takes away his armor in which he trusted and divides his spoil.” (Luke 11:22)

The stronger One doesn’t win the chess match. He ends it. He doesn’t capture our king. He breaks the whole game. He divides the spoil, which means we who were goods stored in the strong man’s palace, property in the enemy’s inventory, become children in the Father’s house. We were pawns being spent. Now we’re people being loved. We were property being used. Now we’re family being welcomed home.

The King who rescues us isn’t castled behind walls of protection. He’s not hiding where we can’t reach Him. He left the highest place and entered enemy territory. He stormed the strong man’s castle and is even now dividing the spoil, setting captives free one by one, opening blind eyes, giving new life to those who were dead in their trespasses and sins.

He’s not behind walls. He’s knocking at our door.

Will we let Him in?


Damascus Road Moment

The board is visible now. The game is exposed. The flood that kept us distracted and drowning has been named for what it is. And the choice stands before us: remain pawns on a board we never chose, or step off entirely and follow the King who overturns every game.

STOP

“Be still, and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10)

Stop consuming. Stop scrolling. Stop filling every available moment with more input. In the stillness the board becomes visible for the first time. In the silence His voice becomes audible above all the others. We cannot hear the Shepherd calling our name while the flood is roaring in our ears. Be still. And in that stillness, know. Not know about. Know Him.

“Come now, and let us reason together, says the LORD.” (Isaiah 1:18)

He’s inviting us to direct encounter. Not mediated through content creators. Not filtered through platforms or programs. Reasoning together, face to face, our voice and His in actual conversation. But we have to stop long enough to come to Him.

LOOK

“You search the Scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; and it is they that bear witness about me, yet you refuse to come to me that you may have life.” (John 5:39-40)

Look honestly at what we’ve been consuming all this time and ask the hard question: Has it brought us to Him, or has it substituted for Him? Do we know Jesus Christ, or do we know about Jesus Christ? Can we recognize His voice when He speaks, or do we only recognize the voices of those who claim to speak for Him? The Scriptures bear witness. The content points. But have we arrived at the One they point to, or have we been moving square by square toward a destination we never quite reach?

“And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another.” (2 Corinthians 3:18)

Look at His face. Not at more content about His face. His actual face. Behold Him directly, and in beholding, be transformed into what we were always meant to become.

LISTEN

“My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.” (John 10:27)

Listen for the Shepherd’s voice. Not the content creators who claim to speak for Him. Not the platforms that package and monetize His name. His voice. Do we know what it sounds like? Would we recognize it if He spoke to us directly? In the silence, when the flood stops and the content ends and no one is teaching us anything, does He speak?

“He who has ears to hear, let him hear.” (Matthew 11:15)

Jesus repeated this warning because it’s possible to lose our ears entirely. The flood can deafen us. The content can fill our hearing so completely that there’s no room left for His voice. He who has ears, let him hear. Do we still have ears? Or has the flood filled them with so many other voices that His has become unrecognizable?

LIVE

“Now this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom You have sent.” (John 17:3)

Today, turn off the flood. Close the apps. Stop the stream. Sit in silence and ask Jesus Christ to make Himself known to us. Not through another teacher’s voice or another creator’s content, but directly, personally, Spirit to spirit.

This week, replace one hour of content consumption with one hour of stillness, prayer, and Scripture without commentary. Let the Word speak for itself. Let the Spirit interpret what it means. Let the Shepherd’s voice become familiar again so that when He calls our name, we recognize Him immediately.

We were never meant to be pawns, moved by forces we couldn’t see, spent in strategies we didn’t choose. We were meant to be known and to know Him. We were meant to hear His voice and follow wherever He leads. We were meant to step off the board entirely and walk with the King who doesn’t play the enemy’s game but overturns it completely.

The flood is loud. His voice is still and small. But His voice is life.

Will we listen?


Tomorrow: The Photograph of Bread

Assassins Among Us #23: From Cloud and Fire to the Holy Spirit

Assassins Among Us #23: From Cloud and Fire to the Holy Spirit

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Yesterday we discovered that the riches of His inheritance aren’t things—they’re Him. The treasure isn’t what God gives. The treasure is that God gives Himself.

Israel had the cloud by day and the fire by night. God’s visible presence WITH them. Guiding, protecting, illuminating. But we have something greater.


THE UPGRADE

“And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Helper, to be with you forever, even the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, for he dwells with you and will be in you.” — John 14:16-17 (ESV)

Did you catch it? Jesus Christ said the Spirit “dwells WITH you and will be IN you.”

For Israel, God’s presence was WITH them—external, visible, hovering over the tabernacle.

For us, God’s presence is IN us—internal, invisible to others, dwelling in the temple of our bodies.

This isn’t a downgrade. This is an upgrade.


EXTERNAL TO INTERNAL

Think about what Israel experienced. They could look up and see the cloud. They could point to the fire. But they couldn’t carry it with them into their tents. They couldn’t take it into battle. They couldn’t have it with them in their private moments.

The presence was visible but external.

Now think about what we have. No one can see the Spirit hovering over us. We can’t point to a pillar of fire. But we carry Him everywhere we go. Into our homes. Into our workplaces. Into our battles. Into our darkest moments.

The presence is invisible but internal.

“Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God?” — 1 Corinthians 6:19 (ESV)

You ARE the tabernacle now. The cloud and fire don’t hover over a tent in the wilderness. The Spirit dwells in you.


WHAT THIS MEANS

Israel had to go to the tabernacle to meet with God. You don’t.

Israel had to wait for the priests to mediate. You don’t.

Israel had to watch from a distance as the cloud descended. You don’t.

“For through him we both have access in one Spirit to the Father.” — Ephesians 2:18 (ESV)

Access. Direct access. Not through a priest, not through a building, not through a ritual. Through Jesus Christ, by the Spirit, to the Father.

This is what the cloud and fire were pointing to all along. Not just God WITH His people. God IN His people.


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Day 8: The Corruption of Repentance

Day 8: The Corruption of Repentance

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Yesterday we addressed the trap of isolation. The enemy’s backup plan for those who leave Babylon: make sure they wander alone. We saw the call clearly. Come out of the false bride. Come into the true Body of Jesus Christ.

But there’s another corruption. One that operates even inside genuine faith. Even inside the Body. A counterfeit so convincing that most never recognize it.

The corruption of repentance.

It looks like the real thing. It feels spiritual. It uses all the right language. But it produces no transformation. It keeps you cycling through the same patterns, confessing the same sins, feeling the same guilt, finding the same temporary relief, and returning to the same failures.

This isn’t repentance. It’s management. And it’s a trap.


The Cycle

You know the pattern. Sin. Guilt. Confession. Relief. Sin.

Round and round. Week after week. Year after year. The same struggle. The same altar. The same prayer. The same promise to do better. The same failure.

And here’s what no one tells you: the cycle is self-focused.

Look at what’s at the center. Your sin. Your guilt. Your confession. Your relief. Your failure. You. You. You.

Even the “repentance” is about managing your problem. Cleaning up your mess. Dealing with your shame. Getting yourself right.

This is religion with self at the center. And it produces nothing but exhaustion.

The system profits from the cycle. You keep coming back. You keep needing the altar call. You keep depending on the program. You never mature. You never bear fruit. You never become the free disciple of Jesus Christ that He paid for with His blood. You keep serving sin as if you were still its slave, when He already signed your emancipation in blood.

What are you becoming in the cycle?

A professional confessor. An expert in guilt management. But not a disciple.


What Repentance Actually Is

The Greek word for repentance is metanoia. Meta means change. Nous means mind. Repentance is a change of mind so complete that it changes your direction.

It’s not feeling sorry. It’s not being remorseful. It’s not promising to try harder.

It’s turning. Completely. From one direction to another.

John the Baptist understood this:

“Bear fruit in keeping with repentance.” (Matthew 3:8)

Fruit is the evidence. No fruit, no repentance. You can feel sorry all day long. You can weep at the altar every Sunday. But if there’s no fruit, there’s no metanoia. There’s only emotion.

And here’s what we miss: true repentance is more about what you turn TO than what you turn FROM.

You can’t break the cycle by staring at your sin. You have to look somewhere else.


Seek First

Jesus gave us the reorientation:

“But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.” (Matthew 6:33)

Seek first. Not seek eventually. Not seek after you’ve cleaned yourself up. Not seek once you’ve broken the cycle.

First.

The Kingdom. His righteousness. Not your sin management.

The cycle keeps you focused on your failure. Jesus says focus on His Kingdom.

The cycle keeps you staring at your sin. Jesus says seek His righteousness.

The cycle keeps you drowning in self. Jesus says look up.

“Looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith.” (Hebrews 12:2)

Peter walked on water while he looked at Jesus. He sank when he looked at the waves.

The cycle keeps you looking at the waves. Your failure. Your pattern. Your guilt. Your shame.

Freedom comes from looking at Him.


He Did Not Come to Condemn

The cycle operates under a lie. The lie that you’re always under judgment. Always failing. Always needing to confess again because you’re always condemned again.

But what did Jesus say?

“For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.” (John 3:17)

He didn’t come to condemn. He came to save.

The religious system profits from keeping you in condemnation. Condemned people keep coming back to the altar. Condemned people keep needing the program. Condemned people stay dependent, immature, fruitless.

But for those who believe:

“Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgment, but has passed from death to life.” (John 5:24)

Has passed. Past tense. Done. The judgment question is settled.

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” (Romans 8:1)

No condemnation. Now. For those in Jesus Christ.

So why do you keep showing up at the judgment seat? Why do you keep confessing the same sins expecting condemnation? Why do you keep cycling through guilt as if the verdict hasn’t been rendered?

Because you haven’t believed what He said.


The Judgment That Fell

Make no mistake. The judgment is real. Sin is condemned. The wrath is deserved.

But it fell. On Him.

“For God has done what the law, weakened by the flesh, could not do. By sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin, he condemned sin in the flesh.” (Romans 8:3)

He condemned sin. In the flesh. In the flesh of Jesus Christ on the cross.

“For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.” (2 Corinthians 5:21)

He became sin. He took the judgment. The condemnation that was rightly yours fell on Him.

The world misreads “judge not” and thinks it means judgment doesn’t exist. But judgment is terrifyingly real. It’s just that for those in Jesus Christ, it already fell. Completely. Finally. On the cross.

“By a single offering he has perfected for all time those who are being sanctified.” (Hebrews 10:14)

A single offering. Perfected for all time. Not a cycle of offerings. Not repeated sacrifices. Not endless trips to the altar to re-litigate what’s already been decided.

The cycle of pseudo-repentance denies the sufficiency of the cross.

Every time you return to the altar as if the sacrifice wasn’t enough, you’re saying His blood needs supplementing. Every time you cycle through condemnation as if you’re still under judgment, you’re saying His death didn’t accomplish what He said it did.

True repentance doesn’t re-litigate the judgment. It receives what was already accomplished. It turns to the One who already bore what you deserved.


Judas and Peter

Two men. Both failed. Both betrayed Jesus. One hanged himself. One led the church.

What was the difference?

The Greek tells us. When Matthew describes Judas’s response, he uses the word metamelomai. Regret. Remorse. Judas felt terrible about what he did.

But Peter experienced metanoia. A complete change. A turning.

Here’s the difference: Judas looked at his sin and despaired. Peter looked at Jesus and was restored.

Judas’s remorse was self-focused. What have I done? How could I have done this? I can’t live with myself. The center was still himself. His failure. His guilt. His inability to fix it.

Peter wept bitterly too. But then Jesus found him on the beach. Three times: Do you love me? Three times: Feed my sheep. Restoration came not from Peter’s self-examination but from Jesus’s pursuit.

Remorse looks at consequences. Repentance looks at Christ.

Remorse keeps you in the cycle. Repentance breaks it.

Which one have you been experiencing?


Godly Sorrow vs. Worldly Sorrow

Paul drew the line clearly:

“For godly grief produces a repentance that leads to salvation without regret, whereas worldly grief produces death.” (2 Corinthians 7:10)

Two kinds of sorrow. Two different destinations.

Worldly sorrow is sorry you got caught. Sorry for the consequences. Sorry it feels bad. Sorry your reputation is damaged. Sorry you have to deal with the fallout.

Godly sorrow is sorry you offended a holy God. Sorry you grieved the Spirit. Sorry you chose self over Christ. Sorry you treated the blood of the covenant as a common thing.

Worldly sorrow is self-focused. What does this mean for me?

Godly sorrow is God-focused. What does this mean for my relationship with Him?

Worldly sorrow produces death. It keeps you in the cycle until it kills you spiritually. Exhausted. Hopeless. Trapped in patterns that never break.

Godly sorrow produces repentance that leads to salvation. It breaks the cycle because it’s looking at the right thing. Not your failure. His holiness. Not your guilt. His grace. Not what you’ve done. What He’s done.


The Mirror and the Face

We introduced the mirror in Day 7. James describes someone who looks at himself in the mirror and walks away unchanged. He forgets what he looks like.

“But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like.” (James 1:22-24)

Pseudo-repentance is looking in the mirror, seeing the problem, feeling bad about it, and walking away the same.

But there’s another mirror. Another looking.

“And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another.” (2 Corinthians 3:18)

The first mirror shows you what you are. You see your sin. Your failure. Your patterns. And if that’s all you see, you walk away unchanged.

The second mirror shows you His glory. You see Jesus Christ. His beauty. His holiness. His grace. And in beholding Him, you are transformed.

This is the secret the cycle doesn’t want you to know.

You don’t change by staring at your sin. You change by beholding His glory.

Stop staring at the mirror of your failure. Start beholding the face of Jesus Christ.

Transformation comes from glory to glory. Not from guilt to guilt.


“I Know Your Works”

To every church in Revelation, Jesus says the same thing: “I know your works.”

He sees what you’re producing. He sees the fruit. He sees what you’re becoming.

And to five of the seven churches, He issues the same command: Repent.

To Ephesus: “Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first.” (Revelation 2:5)

To Pergamum: “Repent, or I will come to you soon and war against them with the sword of my mouth.” (Revelation 2:16)

To Thyatira, about Jezebel: “I gave her time to repent, but she refuses to repent of her sexual immorality.” (Revelation 2:21)

To Sardis: “Remember, then, what you received and heard. Keep it, and repent.” (Revelation 3:3)

To Laodicea: “Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent.” (Revelation 3:19)

Repentance isn’t a one-time event at the beginning of faith. It’s the posture of the faithful throughout.

But notice Jezebel. He gave her time to repent. She refused. Time runs out.

The cycle wastes time. It gives the appearance of dealing with sin while nothing actually changes. And time is not unlimited.

He knows your works. He sees whether there’s fruit. He’s patient. But He’s also waiting for actual metanoia. Actual change. Actual turning.

How long will you cycle?


What True Repentance Produces

Paul summarized his entire message this way:

“I declared first to those in Damascus, then in Jerusalem and throughout all the region of Judea, and also to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, performing deeds in keeping with their repentance.” (Acts 26:20)

Repent. Turn to God. Perform deeds in keeping with repentance.

Deeds. Works. Fruit. Evidence.

Zacchaeus met Jesus and everything changed:

“Behold, Lord, the half of my goods I give to the poor. And if I have defrauded anyone of anything, I restore it fourfold.” (Luke 19:8)

That’s repentance with legs. That’s metanoia made visible. He didn’t just feel sorry for cheating people. He gave back four times what he stole.

True repentance produces changed direction. You stop going that way. Not because you’re trying harder but because you’re facing a different direction entirely.

True repentance produces changed desires. You stop wanting that thing. The old appetites lose their power because you’re feasting on something better.

True repentance produces changed relationships. You make things right. Reconciliation. Restitution. The fruit is visible to others.

True repentance produces changed identity. You become someone new. Not an improved version of the old self. A new creation.

This is ginomai. This is becoming. This is discipleship.

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.” (2 Corinthians 5:17)


Breaking the Cycle

So how do you move from counterfeit to real? How do you break the cycle?

First, stop looking at the waves. Look at Jesus. Seek first His Kingdom, His righteousness. The cycle is broken not by trying harder to stop sinning but by seeking something else entirely. Someone else entirely.

Second, stop managing sin. Start killing it.

“If by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live.” (Romans 8:13)

“Put to death therefore what is earthly in you.” (Colossians 3:5)

Confession isn’t enough. Death is required. You don’t negotiate with sin. You don’t manage it. You put it to death by the Spirit.

Third, bring it into the light. With the Body.

“Confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed.” (James 5:16)

Confession to God is necessary. Confession to the Body brings healing. The cycle thrives in darkness. In isolation. In secrecy. When you bring sin into the light with brothers and sisters who can pray for you and hold you accountable, the cycle loses its power.

This connects back to Day 7. Isolation feeds the cycle. The Body breaks it.

Fourth, replace. Don’t just remove.

“Put off your old self, which belongs to your former manner of life and is corrupt through deceitful desires, and be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and put on the new self, created after the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness.” (Ephesians 4:22-24)

You can’t just stop. You have to start something new. Put off the old. Put on the new. The vacuum will be filled. Fill it with Christ.

Fifth, submit to the process.

“He who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.” (Philippians 1:6)

Sanctification is His work. But you participate. You yield. You cooperate. You seek. You behold. You walk in the direction He’s leading.

The cycle is broken by grace. But grace isn’t passive. Grace empowers active pursuit of Jesus Christ.


Damascus Road Moment

The cycle can be broken. But not by trying harder at the same failed strategy. By turning to the One who didn’t come to condemn but to save.

STOP

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9)

Stop confessing without expecting cleansing. Stop treating repentance as a transaction that resets the counter. He forgives AND cleanses. Are you letting Him cleanse? Or are you just collecting forgiveness while holding onto the sin?

“Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to the LORD, that he may have compassion on him, and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.” (Isaiah 55:7)

Stop without forsaking is not repentance. Forsake the way. Forsake the thoughts. Return. Then comes the abundant pardon.

LOOK

“Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Or do you not realize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you? Unless indeed you fail to meet the test!” (2 Corinthians 13:5)

Look at the pattern honestly. Is there fruit? Is there change? Or is there only the endless cycle of confession without transformation? The test isn’t whether you feel religious. The test is whether Christ is being formed in you.

“Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any grievous way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting!” (Psalm 139:23-24)

Invite the searching. Stop managing the reflection. Let Him show you the grievous way. And let Him lead you out. Not into another cycle. Into the way everlasting.

LISTEN

“For godly grief produces a repentance that leads to salvation without regret, whereas worldly grief produces death.” (2 Corinthians 7:10)

Listen to what your sorrow is producing. Is it producing change? Or is it producing the same cycle? Godly grief leads somewhere. Worldly grief leads to death. Which sorrow have you been feeling?

“The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.” (Psalm 51:17)

He wants the broken heart, not the managed confession. The contrite spirit, not the religious performance. He will not despise what is truly broken. But He sees through what is merely performed.

LIVE

“And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another.” (2 Corinthians 3:18)

Today, shift the focus. Instead of staring at the same sin again, spend that time beholding His glory. Instead of cycling through guilt, seek His face. Let the beholding do what the cycle never could.

Identify the pattern you’ve been managing instead of killing. The sin you’ve been confessing without forsaking. Bring it into the light with someone in the Body. Not to cycle again. To break free.

This is repentance. Not a moment but a posture. Not a prayer but a direction. Not guilt management but genuine transformation.

The cycle can be broken. But only by the One who breaks chains. Seek Him first. Behold His glory. And become.


Tomorrow: Day 9

Day 7: The Isolated Believer

Day 7: The Isolated Believer

Pulpit Puppet Masters and the Curated Gospel Reclaiming the freedom to choose in an age of manufactured faith


Yesterday we heard the call. Come out of her, my people. Leave Babylon. Stop rehearsing for the beast. Stop bearing an image that isn’t His.

But come out to what?

This is where the enemy has a backup plan. If he can’t keep you in the system, he’ll make sure you wander alone outside it. If he can’t keep you drinking from the golden cup, he’ll make sure you die of thirst in the wilderness.

The call was never to isolation. It was to come out of the false bride and into the true Bride of Jesus Christ.


The Two Women

There is a thread running through Scripture. A pattern repeated. A spirit that takes different names across different ages but remains the same.

Jezebel. The foreign queen who brought foreign gods into Israel. She didn’t overthrow the worship of Yahweh directly. She added to it. She built temples to Baal alongside the temple of God. She created a mixed worship system. And she did it from a position of power, with the king’s ear, with institutional backing, with resources.

The prophets of Baal ate at Jezebel’s table. They were funded. Platformed. Protected.

The prophets of Yahweh? Hunted. Hidden in caves. Fed by ravens.

Jezebel’s strategy was never “reject Yahweh openly.” It was “add Baal to the menu.” Syncretism. Mixture. Both/and instead of either/or. And the people didn’t resist because it looked like more options, more freedom, more spirituality.

Now look at Revelation. John sees two women.

“A great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars.” (Revelation 12:1)

She gives birth to the male child. The dragon pursues her. She flees to the wilderness. She is protected by God.

And then another woman:

“Come, I will show you the judgment of the great prostitute who is seated on many waters, with whom the kings of the earth have committed sexual immorality, and with the wine of whose sexual immorality the dwellers on earth have become drunk.” (Revelation 17:1-2)

She sits on the beast. She rides the system. She is drunk on the blood of the saints. She is adorned with the wealth of the world.

Two women. One true, one counterfeit.

And then the Bride:

“Let us rejoice and exult and give him the glory, for the marriage of the Lamb has come, and his Bride has made herself ready; it was granted her to clothe herself with fine linen, bright and pure, for the fine linen is the righteous deeds of the saints.” (Revelation 19:7-8)

The Whore wears purple and scarlet, the colors of worldly power. The Bride wears fine linen, bright and pure.

The Whore holds a golden cup full of abominations. The Bride shares the communion cup, the blood of Jesus Christ given for many.

The Whore consumes the saints. The Bride is nourished by Jesus Christ and nourishes one another.

The Whore sits on the beast. The Bride is joined to the Lamb.

Jezebel. The Whore of Babylon. The false bride.

Same spirit. Same system. Same seduction across the ages.

When you came out of Babylon, you weren’t leaving “the church.” You were leaving the counterfeit to find the real. You were fleeing the Whore to find the Bride.


The Chiasm and the Mirror

In Revelation 2-3, Jesus addresses seven churches. We often read them as a list. Or a timeline. Or seven examples to sort ourselves into.

But there’s a structure we miss. A Hebrew literary pattern called a chiasm.

The word comes from the Greek letter chi, shaped like an X. In a chiastic structure, elements mirror each other around a center point. The first corresponds to the last. The second to the second-to-last. And the most important point sits at the heart.

Western thinking is linear: A leads to B leads to C, and the conclusion comes at the end.

Hebrew thinking is different. The climax isn’t at the end. It’s at the center.

Look at the seven churches:

Ephesus and Laodicea mirror each other. Both have a love problem. Ephesus left its first love. Laodicea is lukewarm, neither hot nor cold. Both are in danger of losing their identity as churches of Jesus Christ.

Smyrna and Philadelphia mirror each other. Both are faithful. Both receive no rebuke. Both are poor and weak by the world’s standards but rich and strong in Jesus Christ. Both face the “synagogue of Satan,” the religious system that slanders the faithful.

Pergamum and Sardis mirror each other. Both are in decline. Pergamum compromises with culture, holding to the teaching of Balaam. Sardis has a reputation for being alive but is dead. Both contain a mixture of the faithful and the unfaithful.

And at the center: Thyatira.

Thyatira receives the longest letter. It contains all seven structural elements. And its core issue is this:

“Nevertheless I have this against you, that you allow that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, to teach and seduce My servants to commit sexual immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols.” (Revelation 2:20)

Jezebel tolerated. At the center of the chiasm. The hinge point of everything.

This is what the Spirit wants us to see. The seven churches aren’t a timeline to decode or rungs on a ladder to climb. They’re a mirror. A mirror with Jezebel, with toleration of false prophecy and idolatry, at the heart.

Hold up this mirror.

What were you in Babylon?

Were you Laodicea? Comfortable, self-satisfied, thinking you were rich when you were poor, blind, and naked?

Were you Sardis? Going through the motions, reputation without reality, a name that you were alive while being dead?

Were you Thyatira? Tolerating what should have been cast out, allowing Jezebel to teach while calling it anointing?

Were you Pergamum? Compromising with culture, holding to teachings that made peace with the world at the cost of faithfulness to Jesus Christ?

The mirror doesn’t lie. And the first step out of Babylon is seeing clearly what you were inside it.


The Second Trap

There are two ways to neutralize a believer.

The first is to keep them inside the compromised system. Comfortable. Compliant. Thinking like Babylon, acting like Babylon, wearing the mark while calling it Christianity. We’ve spent six days exposing this trap.

But there’s a second trap, and it catches many who escape the first.

Isolation.

The enemy doesn’t mind if you leave the institutional system, as long as you leave alone. He doesn’t mind if you see through the production, as long as you become an audience of one, consuming content in your living room instead of living in community with the Body. A piece removed from the board is no longer a threat. Neither is a piece left with no other pieces around it.

If the spirit of antichrist can’t keep people from believing, it will settle for keeping them alone and undiscipled. Scattered sheep are easier to pick off than a flock. A coal removed from the fire grows cold.

“Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.” (1 Peter 5:8)

Lions don’t attack the herd. They isolate the vulnerable one and take it down alone.

This is another maze. Another set of curated options. Another Hegelian trap.

Option A: Stay in Babylon. Remain in the compromised church. Keep drinking from the golden cup. At least you’ll have community, even if it’s killing you slowly.

Option B: Leave and be alone. Become a wandering critic. A spiritual refugee with no home. Free from the system but disconnected from the Body.

Both options serve the enemy.

Option A keeps you conformed to the beast. Option B keeps you vulnerable to the lion.

But there’s a third option they don’t want you to see. There’s a door out of the maze that leads somewhere real.

Come out of Babylon. Come into the Body of Jesus Christ.


Hold Up the Mirror Again

You left. Good. You saw through the golden cup. You heard the call and you came out.

But now hold up the mirror again.

What are you becoming?

In the Gospel of John, Jesus says something we often miss:

“By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be My disciples.” (John 15:8)

That phrase “prove to be” is the Greek word ginomai. It doesn’t mean demonstrate or verify. It means become. You bear fruit and so become My disciples. Discipleship isn’t a status you achieve. It’s a becoming. Ongoing. Continual. You are always in the process of becoming.

So the question for the isolated believer is this: What are you becoming outside the system?

Hold up the seven-church mirror again.

Are you Smyrna? Faithful under trial, refined like gold, rich in what matters even when the world counts you poor?

Or are you becoming your own Laodicea?

Rich in your own understanding. Needing nothing, including the Body. Comfortable in your aloneness. A consumer of content, convinced of your own rightness, with no one to challenge you, sharpen you, or hold you accountable.

The isolated believer can become just as self-deceived as the one who never left Babylon. Different deception, same blindness. Different idol, same worship of self.

Here’s what the mirror reveals: you cannot hold it accurately by yourself.

Alone, you adjust the angle. You find flattering light. You see what you want to see.

In the Body, brothers and sisters hold the mirror for you. They show you what you cannot see yourself. They speak truth when you’d rather hear comfort.

“Exhort one another daily, while it is called Today, lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin.” (Hebrews 3:13)

Daily. Because the mirror must be consulted daily. And the deceitfulness of sin makes you stop looking.


Smyrna and Philadelphia

In the chiasm, two churches receive no rebuke: Smyrna and Philadelphia.

They mirror each other. Both are poor and weak by the world’s metrics. Both are rich and strong in what matters. Both face the “synagogue of Satan,” the religious establishment that persecutes true believers while claiming to serve God.

To Smyrna, Jesus says:

“I know your tribulation and your poverty (but you are rich) and the slander of those who say that they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan.” (Revelation 2:9)

To Philadelphia:

“I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name… I have set before you an open door, which no one is able to shut.” (Revelation 3:8)

Notice something crucial: both are still churches. Both are still gathered. Both are still communities of believers.

Faithfulness isn’t individual achievement. It’s corporate reality. Smyrna and Philadelphia aren’t lone wolves who figured it out. They’re bodies of believers who remained faithful together.

And Philadelphia has something Smyrna doesn’t mention: an open door.

“Behold, I have set before you an open door, which no one is able to shut.”

This door isn’t a destination. It’s a passage. Philadelphia isn’t the end of the journey. It’s the way through.

Look at the structure. After Philadelphia comes Laodicea. The lukewarm church. The self-satisfied church. The church where Jesus stands outside, knocking.

The pattern tells a story: if the faithful remnant doesn’t walk through the open door, if they stay in the system or isolate themselves, they become Laodicea. Comfortable. Self-sufficient. Lukewarm.

Philadelphia’s open door leads out of the declining system and into the Body, into the Bride, into genuine community with those who have also kept His word and not denied His name.

Will you walk through?


The Body and the Bride

Paul gives us another image:

“For just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ. For in one Spirit we were all baptized into one body, Jews or Greeks, slaves or free, and all were made to drink of one Spirit.” (1 Corinthians 12:12-13)

One body. Many members. Baptized in one Spirit.

This is not institutional membership. This is organic union. You don’t join the Body like you join a club. You are baptized into it by the Spirit. You become part of something living.

And a body part cannot survive alone.

“The eye cannot say to the hand, ‘I have no need of you,’ nor again the head to the feet, ‘I have no need of you.'” (1 Corinthians 12:21)

You need the Body. The Body needs you. This is by design. God did not create the Christian faith to be lived in isolation. He created a Body, a Bride, a family, a flock, a temple built of living stones.

The isolated believer is an oxymoron. It’s an eye trying to see without a head. A hand trying to work without an arm. You may survive for a time, but you will not thrive. You will not fulfill your purpose. You will not become what you were made to be.

Because ginomai, the becoming, happens in community.

Alone, you become a consumer of content without accountability. A theologian in a vacuum. Convinced of your own rightness with no iron to sharpen iron.

In the Body, you become a disciple. Servant. Known. Transformed. The one anothers do their work. Love one another. Serve one another. Bear one another’s burdens. Forgive one another. Encourage one another. Admonish one another. Confess to one another. Pray for one another.

None of these can be done alone. None of these can be done through a screen. They require presence. They require the Body.

“I therefore, a prisoner for the Lord, urge you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.” (Ephesians 4:1-3)

The unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. That word “peace” is eirene in Greek, corresponding to the Hebrew shalom. It doesn’t mean the absence of conflict. It means wholeness. Completeness. Nothing missing, nothing broken.

The bond of shalom is not “let’s all get along and not cause trouble.” That’s Babylon’s version of unity. Comply. Conform. Keep the production running smoothly.

The bond of shalom is the ligament that holds the Body together in wholeness. It’s the unity that comes from the Spirit, not from institutional pressure. It’s oneness in Jesus Christ, not uniformity enforced by the system.

Babylon offers false unity through conformity. The Body of Jesus Christ offers true unity through the Spirit.


The Content Trap

Here is where many who leave Babylon fall.

They escape the institution but they don’t find the Body. So they turn to content. Podcasts. YouTube channels. Books. Online teachers. They consume teaching about Christianity without living in Christian community.

This feels like growth. You’re learning new things. You’re hearing truth you never heard in the compromised church. You’re being fed.

But you’re not being fed. You’re watching someone else eat.

Content is not community. Information is not transformation. You can listen to a thousand sermons and remain unchanged. You can read a hundred books and never be known.

The enemy is fine with you consuming content. He’s fine with you becoming an expert in theology. As long as you stay alone. As long as no one knows your struggles. As long as no one can call you to account. As long as you never have to bear another’s burden or let them bear yours.

James warns us:

“But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like.” (James 1:22-24)

Hearing without doing is self-deception. Looking in the mirror without changing is forgetting who you really are.

Content consumption without community is the same trap. You look at truth. You nod at truth. You feel informed by truth. And then you walk away unchanged because no one is there to hold you accountable to what you saw.

Coming out of Babylon means coming into the Body, not coming into your living room with a podcast.


Finding the True Bride

This is the practical question. You’ve left Babylon. You know you need community. But where do you find the real Body of Jesus Christ?

I cannot give you an address. I cannot point you to a denomination or a network or a brand. The Body of Jesus Christ is not an institution with a website.

But I can tell you what to look for.

Look for believers who have also come out. Those who have heard the call and responded. Those who are no longer satisfied with the production.

Look for humility rather than platform. The Body isn’t built by celebrity pastors but by servants who wash feet.

Look for the fruit of the Spirit, not the metrics of success. Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. These are the marks of the genuine.

Look for the Word and the Spirit together. Not dead orthodoxy that knows doctrine but doesn’t know God. Not wild emotionalism that mistakes feelings for the Holy Spirit. The Word and the Spirit in balance, as Jesus promised.

Look for the one anothers being practiced. People who actually know each other. Who actually bear burdens. Who actually confess sins and pray and encourage and admonish.

And be willing to start small. The early church didn’t begin with buildings and budgets. It began in homes. Around tables. With two or three gathered in His name.

“For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them.” (Matthew 18:20)

He is present in the small and genuine. He may be absent from the large and performed.

The true Bride doesn’t show up on the Outreach 100 list. She’s small and scattered and invisible by the world’s metrics. She doesn’t have the production value or the celebrity endorsements or the publishing deals.

But she’s making herself ready. Clothed not in purple and scarlet but in fine linen, bright and pure, which is the righteous deeds of the saints.

She’s out there. And she’s where you belong.


Damascus Road Moment

You’ve been called out. But out is not the destination. Out is the first step. The destination is in. In Jesus Christ. In His Body. In His Bride. In the unity of the Spirit in the bond of shalom.

STOP

“Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up!” (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10)

Stop believing isolation is freedom. Stop thinking you can do this alone. Stop letting the enemy convince you that leaving Babylon means leaving community.

“Exhort one another daily, while it is called Today, lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin.” (Hebrews 3:13)

Sin deceives. It hardens. And it does its best work when no one is watching. When no one holds the mirror. When you go days and weeks without another voice speaking truth into your life. Woe to him who is alone when he falls. You will fall. You need someone to lift you up.

LOOK

“And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.” (Hebrews 10:24-25)

Look at what’s coming. The Day is drawing near. The shaking is intensifying. Scattered sheep will not survive. Look at your life honestly and ask: who knows you? Who can you call at midnight? Who will lift you when you fall? If you cannot answer, you are in danger.

“But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like.” (James 1:22-24)

The Word is a mirror. Look into it. But don’t walk away unchanged. Don’t consume content and call it transformation. The mirror shows you what you are. What you do next determines what you become.

LISTEN

“A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” (John 13:34-35)

Listen to the commandment. Love one another. Not in theory. In practice. This requires one another. This requires presence. This is how the world knows we belong to Him, not by our correct doctrine or our content consumption, but by our love for each other in embodied community.

“Come out of her, my people, lest you take part in her sins, lest you share in her plagues.” (Revelation 18:4)

Listen to the call. Come out of the false bride. But hear what’s implied: come out and come into. His people don’t wander homeless. They come out of the Whore and into the Bride. Out of Babylon and into the Body. The call to leave is also a call to belong.

LIVE

“I therefore, a prisoner for the Lord, urge you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.” (Ephesians 4:1-3)

Today, take one step toward genuine community. Reach out to one believer who might also be wandering. Invite someone to break bread with you. Confess a struggle to someone who can pray for you. Begin to build what Babylon counterfeited: the unity of the Spirit in the bond of shalom.

Come out of her, yes. But come into Him. And He is found in His Body. He is joined to His Bride. She is small and scattered and invisible to the world. But she is making herself ready.

And she is where you belong.


Tomorrow: The Corruption of Repentance — The counterfeit that keeps you cycling

Day 6: Babylon Baptized

Day 6: Babylon Baptized

Pulpit Puppet Masters and the Curated Gospel Reclaiming the freedom to choose in an age of manufactured faith


Yesterday we walked through the maze. We saw the curated options, the controlled opposition, the illusion of choice designed to keep you from ever finding the exit. You cannot find truth when lies are your only choices.

But the maze wasn’t just confusion. It was preparation.

The mise-en-scène of Day 4. The managed options of Day 5. None of it was random. It was rehearsal. Dress rehearsal for something most Christians are waiting for in the future while they practice for it every Sunday.

The church has been baptized into Babylon. And the mark of the beast isn’t coming. For many, it’s already here.


What Is Babylon?

We need to understand what we’re talking about.

Babylon isn’t just an ancient city that fell millennia ago. In Scripture, Babylon is a system. A spirit. An economy of opposition to God that has run continuously since Nimrod built his tower on the plain of Shinar.

John saw her in his vision:

“And on her forehead was written a name of mystery: ‘Babylon the great, mother of prostitutes and of earth’s abominations.'” — Revelation 17:5

Mystery Babylon. Not a geographical location but a spiritual reality. The mother of prostitutes, meaning she births spiritual adultery wherever she goes. The source of earth’s abominations, meaning the corruption flows from her into every system she touches.

She sits on many waters, which John tells us are “peoples and multitudes and nations and languages” (Revelation 17:15). Her influence is not local. It is global. It is systemic. It reaches into every nation, every culture, every institution.

Including the church.

“The woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet, and adorned with gold and jewels and pearls, holding in her hand a golden cup full of abominations and the impurities of her sexual immorality.” — Revelation 17:4

She looks wealthy. Successful. Adorned. She holds a golden cup, beautiful on the outside, full of abominations within. She looks like blessing. She delivers corruption.

Does this sound like anything you’ve seen?


What Is Baptism?

Baptism is identification.

“Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life.” — Romans 6:3-4

Baptism means union. You go down into the water identified with one thing. You come up identified with another. Death to the old. Resurrection to the new. You bear the image of what you’ve been baptized into.

This is why baptism matters. It’s not mere ritual. It’s declaration. It’s identification. It’s saying publicly: I have died to that and risen to this. I no longer bear that image. I bear this one.

The question is: What image are you bearing?


Babylon Baptized

Here is the tragedy of the modern church: she has been baptized into Babylon while claiming the name of Jesus Christ.

She went down into the waters of cultural acceptance and came up bearing the image of the world. She died to prophetic voice and rose to cultural power. She died to costly discipleship and rose to comfortable consumption. She died to the narrow way and rose to the broad road dressed in religious language.

She wears the name of Christ. But she bears the image of the beast.

This is what compromise produces. Not an obvious rejection of Jesus Christ, but a gradual absorption of Babylon’s values, Babylon’s methods, Babylon’s measurements of success, Babylon’s economy. The church didn’t abandon Christ openly. She simply added Him to Babylon’s system, made Him a mascot for her cultural project, reduced Him to a means of achieving what Babylon already wanted.

The golden cup is still full of abominations. But now it has a cross on the outside.


The Mark You Weren’t Watching For

Most Christians are watching for the mark of the beast as a future event. A chip. A tattoo. Some technology that will be forced upon the world in a moment of obvious crisis.

But what if you’ve been taking it all along?

“Also it causes all, both small and great, both rich and poor, both free and slave, to be marked on the right hand or the forehead, so that no one can buy or sell unless he has the mark, that is, the name of the beast or the number of its name.” — Revelation 13:16-17

Notice the location: the right hand or the forehead.

The forehead is where you think. Your worldview. Your framework. Your categories for understanding reality. The forehead represents your mind, your beliefs, your mental allegiance.

The right hand is what you do. Your actions. Your labor. Your practical engagement with the world. The right hand represents your works, your methods, your behavioral allegiance.

The mark of the beast is not primarily about technology. It’s about conformity. It’s about thinking like Babylon and acting like Babylon while perhaps still calling yourself a Christian.

In Day 3, we saw that 666 is the number of man. Not a mysterious code but a spiritual reality: man, man, man. Humanity elevated. The creature worshiped instead of the Creator. The image of God rejected for the image of self.

The mark is the world’s image stamped on those who conform to it. You take it when your mind has been shaped by Babylon’s categories and your hands do Babylon’s work, even if you do it in Jesus’ name.


The Contrast

God also marks His people.

“Do not harm the earth or the sea or the trees, until we have sealed the servants of our God on their foreheads.” — Revelation 7:3

“Then I looked, and behold, on Mount Zion stood the Lamb, and with him 144,000 who had his name and his Father’s name written on their foreheads.” — Revelation 14:1

Two marks. Two foreheads. Two ways of thinking.

Those sealed by God have the Father’s name and the Lamb’s name written on them. This seal is the Holy Spirit Himself: “In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it” (Ephesians 1:13-14). Their minds belong to Christ. Their thinking has been transformed by the renewal that comes from the Spirit, not conformed to the pattern of this world. And this is the dividing line: “Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ does not belong to him” (Romans 8:9).

Those marked by the beast have his image stamped on them. Their minds have been shaped by the system. Their thinking runs on Babylon’s operating system even when they use Christian vocabulary.

The question isn’t whether you’ll be marked. Everyone is marked. You were born into Babylon’s system, bearing the image of the world from your first breath. This is why Jesus told Nicodemus, “You must be born again” (John 3:7). The first birth brought you into the world’s image. Only the second birth can bring you into Christ’s.

And this birth is not of water but of Spirit. “That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit” (John 3:6). Flesh produces flesh. Babylon reproduces Babylon. Only the Spirit can produce something new. Only the Spirit can transfer you from one image to another, from the mark of the beast to the seal of God.

The question is: whose image do you bear? Have you been born again, or are you still wearing the mark you were born with?


The Dress Rehearsal

This is where it comes together.

The mise-en-scène we examined in Day 4, the stage setting, the arranged experience, the production designed to elicit a specific response, it wasn’t just manipulation. It was training.

The maze of curated options in Day 5, the controlled binaries, the illusion of choice, it wasn’t just confusion. It was conditioning.

Everything you learned in compromised Christianity prepared you to comply with the beast’s system. Consider what you were trained to do:

Trust authority without question. Accept the framework as reality. Comply for the sake of unity. Fear social exclusion more than you fear God. Substitute institutional approval for divine confirmation.

Now consider what the mark requires:

Trust the system without question. Accept the beast’s framework as necessary. Comply for the sake of survival. Fear economic exclusion. Receive the mark of approval.

The skills are identical. The pattern is the same. Only the scale is different.

The church hasn’t been resisting the beast. She’s been rehearsing for him. Every Sunday, practicing compliance. Every program, reinforcing conformity. Every production, training the congregation to respond on cue, think within approved categories, and act according to the system’s expectations.

The mark won’t feel foreign when it comes because you’ve already been wearing it in rehearsal.


What Babylon Consumes

There’s another dimension we must see. Babylon doesn’t just mark. She consumes.

“And I saw the woman, drunk with the blood of the saints, and the blood of the martyrs of Jesus.” — Revelation 17:6

“And in her was found the blood of prophets and of saints, and of all who have been slain on earth.” — Revelation 18:24

Babylon is drunk on blood. She consumes the saints. She devours the prophets. Her economy runs on consumption.

Paul warned the Galatians: “But if you bite and devour one another, watch out that you are not consumed by one another” (Galatians 5:15). The consumption economy is the opposite of the gift economy of Christ. Where Jesus gives Himself to be consumed for us, Babylon consumes us for herself.

What does she consume?

Bodies. Labor. Health. Life itself.

Minds. Attention. Creativity. Thought.

Souls. Identity. Purpose. Meaning.

Gifts. Talents used for the system instead of the Kingdom.

Resources. Money. Time. Energy.

Relationships. Community becomes commodity. Fellowship becomes networking. Love becomes leverage.

This is the economy you were baptized into. This is what the system extracts from you while offering you the golden cup. You drink her wine and she drinks your blood.


The Prophetic Call

There was a prophet who saw this clearly. His name was Amos.

He wasn’t from the religious establishment. He was a shepherd, a dresser of sycamore figs, called from the fields to confront a nation that had all the trappings of worship and none of the substance.

“I hate, I despise your feasts, and I take no delight in your solemn assemblies. Even though you offer me your burnt offerings and grain offerings, I will not accept them; and the peace offerings of your fattened animals, I will not look upon them. Take away from me the noise of your songs; to the melody of your harps I will not listen. But let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.” — Amos 5:21-24

God hated their feasts. He despised their assemblies. He would not accept their offerings or look upon their sacrifices. He would not listen to their worship songs.

They had the production. They had the mise-en-scène. They had the attendance and the offerings and the music. And God hated it.

Why? Because it was performance without justice. Worship without righteousness. Religion without relationship. The golden cup, beautiful outside, full of abominations within.

The call of Amos then is the call now.


Come Out of Her

“Then I heard another voice from heaven saying, ‘Come out of her, my people, lest you take part in her sins, lest you share in her plagues; for her sins are heaped high as heaven, and God has remembered her iniquities.'” — Revelation 18:4-5

Come out of her.

Not “reform her from within.” Not “stay and be a witness.” Not “find a good seat and critique the production.”

Come out.

This is not optional counsel. It is urgent command. The sins are heaped high as heaven. The plagues are coming. God has remembered her iniquities. Those who remain will share in what she receives.

But notice who is being called: “my people.” God’s people are in Babylon. They have been drinking from her cup. They have been wearing her mark. They have been rehearsing on her stage. And now He is calling them out.

The call isn’t to the pagans. The pagans aren’t in Babylon’s religious system. The call is to those who thought they were serving God while they were being shaped by the beast. It’s a call to those who have been baptized into Babylon without realizing it.

It’s a call to you.


What You’re Leaving

Let’s be clear about what coming out means.

You’re not just leaving a building. You’re leaving a system.

You’re not just leaving bad doctrine. You’re leaving the image of the beast.

You’re not just leaving a particular church. You’re leaving the consumption economy that was devouring you while convincing you it was feeding you.

You’re leaving the approval of men for the approval of God. You’re leaving the broad road for the narrow way. You’re leaving the golden cup for the wooden cross.

This will cost you.

It may cost you relationships with people who remain in the system. It may cost you position, influence, platform. It may cost you the comfortable Christianity that asked nothing of you and gave you nothing in return.

But what did that comfortable Christianity cost you? Your voice. Your choice. Your authentic encounter with Jesus Christ. Your mind shaped by the Spirit rather than the system. Your hands doing the work of the Kingdom rather than the labor of Babylon. You weren’t being shepherded. You were being played.

The cost of staying is higher than the cost of leaving.


Damascus Road Moment

The dress rehearsal is over. The stage is exposed. The mark has been identified. And the voice from heaven is calling.

STOP

“Depart, depart, go out from there; touch no unclean thing; go out from the midst of her; purify yourselves, you who bear the vessels of the Lord.” — Isaiah 52:11

The call is urgent, and it isn’t new. Isaiah spoke it to the exiles. Paul echoed it to the Corinthians: “Go out from their midst, and be separate from them, says the Lord, and touch no unclean thing; then I will receive you” (2 Corinthians 6:17). The same Spirit speaks it to you now. Stop rehearsing for a production God never authorized. Stop bearing an image that isn’t His.

LOOK

“Come out of her, my people, lest you take part in her sins, lest you share in her plagues; for her sins are heaped high as heaven, and God has remembered her iniquities.” — Revelation 18:4-5

Look honestly at what you’ve been part of. The sins heaped high as heaven. The plagues that are coming. John warned us what Babylon runs on: “the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life—is not from the Father but is from the world” (1 John 2:16). These are the altars of Babylon, the strings that held you in place. Where the love of the world is, the love of the Father is not. You cannot serve both masters or bear both images.

LISTEN

“Take away from me the noise of your songs; to the melody of your harps I will not listen. But let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.” — Amos 5:23-24

God is not impressed by the production. He will not listen to the noise of the songs or the melody of the performance. But there is another voice, quieter, outside the show: “Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me” (Revelation 3:20). He isn’t calling you to an auditorium. He’s calling you to Himself. Fellowship. Presence. The real thing the production was always imitating.

LIVE

“Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.” — Romans 12:2

Today, name one way you have been conformed to Babylon while calling it Christianity. One place where your thinking bears the mark of the world. One practice where your hand does what the system trained it to do. Bring it to Jesus Christ and let Him begin the transformation. Then stand firm, because “for freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery” (Galatians 5:1). The dress rehearsal is over. The call has come. Come out of her.


Tomorrow: The Isolated Believer — What happens when you try to leave

Assassins Among Us #22: The Riches of His Inheritance

Assassins Among Us #22: The Riches of His Inheritance

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Yesterday we said the cloud and fire represented something greater than protection and guidance. They represented the treasure of God’s presence itself.

But that raises a question: Why did Israel follow?


THE QUESTION THAT REVEALS YOUR HEART

“Having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know what is the hope to which he has called you, what are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints.” — Ephesians 1:18 (ESV)

Paul prays that believers would have enlightened eyes—eyes that see what’s actually valuable.

What are “the riches of his glorious inheritance”?

Most people read this and think: mansions in heaven. Streets of gold. Eternal rewards.

But look closer. Paul doesn’t say “the riches of YOUR inheritance.” He says “the riches of HIS inheritance IN THE SAINTS.”

God’s inheritance. In us.

The treasure isn’t what we GET from God. The treasure is what God GETS in us. And the only way He gets anything in us is through His presence dwelling within us by the Holy Spirit.


WHAT THE RICHES ACTUALLY ARE

The riches of His inheritance are not the Promised Land, not manna, not victory, not health, wealth, or comfort.

The riches are ACCESS TO HIM and INTIMACY WITH HIM.

The riches are not what He GIVES. The riches are WHO HE IS.

This is what counterfeit Christianity gets catastrophically wrong. It turns God into a means to an end. Follow God and get blessings. Obey God and get prosperity. Worship God and get your problems solved.

But what if God IS the blessing? What if HE is the prosperity? What if intimacy with Him is the solution to every problem that actually matters?


WHY DID THEY FOLLOW THE CLOUD?

Israel had two options every time the cloud moved.

They could follow the cloud because it’s leading to the Promised Land, and the Promised Land has milk and honey and rest from wandering.

Or they could follow the cloud because that’s where God is, and being with God is better than any land, any provision, any destination.

The first option treats God as a GPS system. The second option treats God as the destination.

Most of Israel chose option one. That’s why they complained constantly. The cloud was taking too long. The route was too hard. The wilderness was too uncomfortable. They wanted what God was leading them TO more than they wanted God Himself.


THE QUESTION YOU MUST ANSWER

Do you follow God’s timing because you want His gifts? Or because you want Him?

Be honest.

When you pray, are you mostly asking for things? Or are you seeking His face?

When you obey, is it because you expect a reward? Or because you love Him?

When the path gets hard and the blessings don’t come, do you keep following? Or do you start looking for an easier route?

“Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.” — Psalm 73:25-26 (ESV)

The psalmist got it. God wasn’t his means to something better. God WAS the something better. The inheritance wasn’t a place or a thing. The inheritance was a Person.


HIS PRESENCE IS THE PROVISION

Here’s what we’ve been building to through these posts on the Passover and the Cloud and Fire:

The blood brings you TO God, not just away from Egypt. The cloud and fire ARE God’s presence, not just navigation tools. The greatest provision isn’t what God gives. The greatest provision is that God gives HIMSELF.

When you understand this, everything changes.

You stop following God for what you can get. You start following God because He’s worth following.

You stop treating prayer as a vending machine. You start treating it as a conversation with Someone you love.

You stop measuring your spiritual life by circumstances. You start measuring it by intimacy.

The riches of His inheritance? They’re not waiting for you in heaven. They’re available right now. The Holy Spirit IN you. Access to the Father THROUGH the Son. Intimacy with the God of the universe.

That’s the treasure. Everything else burns.


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